I’ve hurt you so badly
I don’t even want to say sorry
Because no amount of remorse
Could ever undo the hurt
Damages done
Don’t have a press rewind button
I feel so abandoned
Overlooked
Whatever I did wrong
Didn’t come from me
Violated and abused
Nobody cares for the villain
Because once I unleash my fire
I’m not worth humanity anymore
Would be better if I cease to exist
Because there’s no way to get this fixed
abandoned
.This Time.
This time will be different. This time I’m going as a prisoner of a heart I nolonger own, but still claim to have. This time I go as a disbeliever of the love I never received, perhaps not deserved, but always felt.
This time I’m lost, drained and drowning.
This time I’m broken, empty and scarred.
This time I’m hurt and betrayed, abandoned and left to die.
Left without goodbye.
This time I’m not turning back, nor want I to be turned back for. This time I won’t care, nor want I to be cared for. This time it’s over. And all times to come, I will refuse, to go over it again.
Truth Beyond Mystery 